Dum-dee-dum

Maybe I really am part of someone's yesterday. It's just unfortunate that someone is so preoccupied of today. Got his hands full of the present therefore no time to look back in the past.

Do you understand?

Better if you did, but it's okay if not.

I don't really care if you remember. You're just as un/important to me as I am to you.

I like playing it fair and square. That leaves me no hard feelings, no grudges to keep.

Am I talking about you? Maybe, maybe not. Or, it can really be you.

Shattered

I'm not good in apologizing because I don't want to do it. Why not? Maybe because I don't want lowering myself for the sake of others. You can call it pride.

So when the time comes that I have to apologize, I can't do it properly. Or maybe, I don't sound convincing at all. Even if I am sincere, it's hard to get the message across.

When they answer, "It's okay," I feel that they don't really mean it. When that happens, the more I dislike apologizing.

Life really does suck.

I want..

..my laptop back.
..my project to finish in a good note.
..to have a long vacation.
..a cool weather without having the rain.

Yoko and I

It was a fun girl talk with Yoko! I had a blast tonight! Thank you!!