Sunset - Condo Design

Just recently I have finished a condo design for a show unit in one of the company's properties in Cebu as ordered by my architect boss. This is the first time I'm posting my design online. I just want to try. This a 2-bedroom unit. Here are some shots, not yet photoshopped, directly from the 3d model.
















Temporary Freedom

Ah. The taste of freedom after finishing tons and tons of worries, it's the greatest feeling. We just need to to some actions to get everything done. Planning is not enough. Take it from me.

Love Yourself - Kimi ga kirai nai kimi ga suki by KAT-TUN


Here I go again as a fan girl. I like Kamenashi here the best because he's so gay -- his head flips and squints. Though I'm a bit unsure about his red lip-patterned coat. It's rare for me to say this but I also like Akanishi's restrained dancing. Ueda's smile when he said 'suki' made my heart skip a beat! Things like these anchor me to reality I still am able to love! *deep sigh*

Me Lucky Not!

I always tell people I don't believe in luck. Though I admit sometimes I really want to believe that I have it with me, luck, that is. For me, everything happens for a reason, everything should be properly justified. Like if I tripped over a flat pavement in front of my ultimate crush's house who happens to be looking through his window down the street where I am in, it doesn't mean I'm unlucky. I was just plain clumsy or maybe I don't walk properly, or maybe I was too thrilled to see my crush that I forgot to walk or maybe the shoes I'm wearing might have some defects that made me trip over. There can be lots of explanations. Moot point: it's not about being lucky or not.

But once I get an achievement, everything changes. My point of view takes a 180 degree turn. For example graduating with honors, I never thought of it as something I worked hard for. I believe I was just plain lucky to have the recognition. Never in my wildest dream that I'll admit I deserve it nor I really aimed for it. Yes, I believe that was just luck.

I don't know. It's a bit twisted. Maybe I am just fooling myself. Maybe.

Sneakers and Jeans

I miss wearing my ol' comfortable chuck and wrangler jeans. Who the hell says I cannot look presentable in that outfit?

Random (4 counts)

I like it when you hate it.

I want to give it up when it's mine.

I crave for it when I don't have it.

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It still feels empty even if I am loaded. It's just not the same if it's not you I'm doing it with.
                                                    

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Dependence/Addiction

It was like venom creeping through my bloodstream.

Silently it swallowed me part by part.

The process was masked as something satisfying, something euphoric.

Next thing I knew I was wholly devoured.

Logic didn't work.

Now I suffer the consequences.

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Am I just plain unfortunate?

Or is it the invisible hands of f*te responsible?

What can I say?

First week at work, over and done. What can I say? I'm lucky with my two bosses. They're both nice people. Maybe I'll find them great as we go along. I love the office design, as I expected from one of the biggest conglomerates in the Philippines. Having a cubicle of my own feels like sooner or later I'll carve out a small world for myself. Aside from the faulty pc that cannot connect to the main domain and the telephone line that cannot receive calls (it sucks), everything is almost great.

Making friends -- maybe I had in my first week but in a different department and different floor. (I'm on the 34th.) People in the same department (more or less 30 divided in various divisions) as me, I think are friendly. It's just that I'm not the type who blabbers and puts an effort in connecting to the people around me. But there's a particular supervisor/head/director of a different division that I dread because she shouts and doesn't really smile. My Boss even admitted that she's really strict (he didn't include her in his list of trusted people on our floor). Though I'm not her direct subordinate, I still am under her. Tsk.

First week and I had to thank so many people already. Soon, maybe as I get my first paycheck or this coming Christmas, I can get something for them.

**It's hard to decide what to wear.**
**For the first time I was late.**

No More Pain by KaT-TUN

University of Philippines on top again!

One thing is for sure, aside from our family and friends, UP pride is equally one of the strongest driving force for us to make the cut. We did it for our well-loved university. UP Fight!

I passed the 2010 Interior Design board exam!

Roll of Successful Examinees in the INTERIOR DESIGN LICENSURE EXAMINATION
Held on SEPTEMBER 29, 2010 & FF. DAYS Page: 2 of 4
Released on OCTOBER 13, 2010

1 ABINAL, MARY JOYCE LOMIBAO
2 ADRIANO, LAURICE JIMENEZ
3 ALTUNA, KIMBERLY DANIELLE PUENTEBELLA
4 AMPER, JAN-IBEN PRIMACIO
5 ANTONIO, KAROL ANN PEDROSO
6 ARAZA, ELAINE KRYSTEL TRIA
7 ARBOLEDA, CANDICE MEDINA
8 ARCILLA, CRISETTE EVELYN BALTAZAR
9 ASUNCION, MARTHA ANNE DIAZ DE RIVERA
10 BACANI, ANNA CLARISSA HERNANDEZ
11 BELLEZA, KATRINA KIMBERLY CASQUEJO
12 BRASILEÑO, LYNNE INOCENCIO
13 BRION, JAN BRIAN SACAY
14 BUENAFE, BIANCA GARCIA
15 BUYAWE, DIVINE GUIMBATAN
16 CABATAC, RAQUEL ANGELIQUE MORENA
17 CAMUA, MA CARMINA SANTIAGO
18 CANDAZA, REMA PLAZA
19 CAPISTRANO, JOANNA MARIE AVENDAÑO
20 CAPUNO, NIÑA BHERNADETTE ALCAZAR
21 CARANDANG, KRYZTLE VERONICA CORDERO
22 CASTRO, JOHN PAOLO CONSTANTINO
23 CHAM, FRANCES ELAINE TIU
24 CIRERA, PATRICIA CAMILLE RIBO
25 CLARINO, MARIA MONICA NODA
26 CO, JACQUELINE TAN
27 CO, LICELLE YANG
28 COLMO, MAILA ANZON
29 CONCEPCION, KAREN ANN MONTANO
30 CORTEJOS, SARAH GRACE ZAPATOS
31 CRUZ, ANGELO EMMANUEL DAMIAN
32 DAYON, KATHLEEN MAE ONG
33 DE GUZMAN, FRANCES KIM TIZON
34 DEL MUNDO, ANGELO VENCI SARMIENTO
35 DELA FUENTE, KATHERYN ROSS BUZETA
36 DIMSON, CAMILLE SAN LUIS
37 DOMINGO, MA FERMINA BAUTISTA
38 DORADO, GLENNERY ANNE AGUIHAP
39 DUMA, PAMELA MARIE AKIA
40 DUMALAOG, MELISA VICENCIO
41 ESTACIO, ACELINE GRAZIEL MANALASTAS
42 ESTUR, JAMES ANDREW LUNA
43 EUSEBIO, KZAR ALFEL CHAN
44 FERNANDEZ, JAIME JR TAGUINOD
45 FIGUEROA, ANNA MARGARITA MANARANG
46 FLORES, KARL ALEN MARAMBA
47 FRANCISCO, LARRY JAMES VERGA
48 GALLARDO, CHERRIE ROSE GLORIOSO
49 GARCIA, CARELL ANNE ROSE DICTAAN
50 GIMAO, MARY GRACE FERRERAS
Roll of Successful Examinees in the
INTERIOR DESIGN LICENSURE EXAMINATION
Held on SEPTEMBER 29, 2010 & FF. DAYS Page: 3 of 4
Released on OCTOBER 13, 2010
Seq. No. N a m e
51 GO, CAREN JADE DY MIRANDA
52 GO, SHEENA LYN MALICAY
53 GOMEZ, ELOISA CONSUELO RODRIGUEZ
54 GOMEZ, JEREMIAH BOLAÑOS
55 GUEVARRA, AYLA MARIE MAE TABORA
56 GUNDAY, EPHRAIM VALLES
57 JUNTEREAL, LEIA IRINA PEREGRINA
58 LEE, JANET LO
59 LEE, REGINE BEATRICE GOW
60 LIM, FREIDA DIANE LEE
61 LIM, LIANNE STEFFI SY
62 LIM, LYN COBAR
63 LIWANAG, MARIANNE GUINTO
64 LO, JOY CELENE SY
65 LOO, CARLA TRICIA TY
66 LOPEZ, MA KATRINA CAGUINGIN
67 LUCAS, CHARLENE JOYCE CENTENO
68 LUISTRO, RENELEE APOLONIO
69 LUMELAY, JOHN ROMEO TALIPING
70 MADAMBA, DAGNY MICHAELA LIMPOCO
71 MANINGAS, MARIA PAMELA MENDIOLA
72 MANTUHAC, RYAN JAMES CABALUNA
73 MANUEL, KATHARINE MARGARET LOZARE
74 MARAMAG, ATHENA BAQUERO
75 MARCOS, MARK DONIEGO
76 MARQUEZ, EPIPHANY TANGKEKO
77 MASADO, TRICIA GRACE ALAVA
78 MIRAZOL, JAMIE ANDREA DALIDA
79 MITRA, JOANNE GRACE SILVERIO
80 MONTECILLO, ELENA CLARISSE ENRIQUEZ
81 NGO, JOY MERRYL DARANCIANG
82 OLONDRIZ, ANGELINA ROSA FRANCISCO
83 ONG, DIANNE DANICA GABRENTINA
84 ORENSE, KRISTINE JOY FRANCO
85 PAGLICAUAN, CHARINE MAE LADRA
86 PANTIG, TERWIN IVY MARCELO
87 PECKSON, MARIA KRISTEN PERFECTO
88 PEREIRA, MARIANNE IVAN LOPEZ
89 PEREZ, MARK STEVEN MENDOZA
90 PEREZ, RHEA JOY POQUIZ
91 PRATS, MA REGINA SANTOS
92 RADAN, MA CLARINDA DELA CRUZ
93 RALLETA, JADELINE RAMOS
94 RAMOS, CARINES ANGELINE PAGTAKHAN
95 RAYMUNDO, KRIZZIA MAE EBAITE
96 RESTITUTO, NICOLE ALESSANDRA LOPEZ
97 REYES, CLARISSE ANNE MALVAR
98 REYES, RIA KAREN VELASCO
99 REÑON, MARIA CHRISTINA SOBENG
100 RIVERA, IRENE LANDAYAN
Roll of Successful Examinees in the
INTERIOR DESIGN LICENSURE EXAMINATION
Held on SEPTEMBER 29, 2010 & FF. DAYS Page: 4 of 4
Released on OCTOBER 13, 2010
Seq. No. N a m e
101 RONQUILLO, CLAUBELLE DICOLEN
102 SAGARBARRIA, ANNA CHRISTINA BORJA
103 SAJONAS, JASON REYES
104 SAMSON, MARIA REGINA PANLILIO
105 SANTIAGO, KATHRINA DIANNE CUEBILLAS
106 SANTOS, MARY GRACE GENOVEA
107 SAYO, PAOLO JUAN CRUZ
108 SENA, MIZRAIME ANNE BALBUENA
109 SORRONDA, DANE NESTLE MANTE
110 TAN, BARBY ANN LIM
111 TAN, FATIMA BIANCA TANG
112 TAN, JOANNA ROSE NG
113 TAN, KRISTINE MARIE DE GUIA
114 TAN, SHEILA LYNN CHOI
115 TANTONGCO, CHRISTINE NG
116 TEH, JORDANA JANICE SY
117 TING, KATHLEEN CAMILLE TAN
118 TIRTHDAS, ANDREA ANN TANQUINTIC
119 TOPICO, MARIE STEPHANIE DELA CRUZ
120 TUDAS, LEA LYSA RODIS
121 TUPAZ, KAREN TORRICO
122 UBALDO, ORPHELLE LIZZA MARTINEZ
123 VALENCIA, LORENZO III QUIMSON
124 VALONDO, CHARLENE MARGUERITE LAMBERTE
125 VERGARA, JODY ANN ASUNCION
126 VILLAMAR, MA KARENINA IMMACULATA CANGCO
127 VILLANUEVA, CLARICE RAMIREZ
128 VILLANUEVA, MARIANNE RAMOS
129 VILLAROSA, VERA NADINE SURQUIA
130 VILLENA, JOANNA ARENAS
131 VISTRO, MARIE GENEVIEVE LUZETTE BALBIN
NOTHING FOLLOWS----------------------



**Jesus, you really love me so much! Thank you!**

Define LONG WEEK

The first entire week of October was the most dragging week this year so far.
I don't know.
Maybe because I'm waiting for the exam results and lots of things has changed.
I've been missing so many people, meeting new ones but it was just a hi-hello-bye-conversations.
I feel so empty, like a coconut fruit still whole but without the juice or a very light pingpong ball -- it eagerly bounces here and there like crazy but it's actually just air-filled, no substance at all.
Sigh.
And the looming dark sky ahead brought by the exam results, it really pulls me down to hell, like I wanna bury myself and never rise again.

Accompany all those worries with the change of lifestyle I'm bound to take.
I have to take things seriously now.
My freedom is nowhere to be found.
I have to pick myself up, put myself together and make my own goals.
Sigh.
Happy-go-lucky-teenage lifestyle, farewell.
Adulthood, here I come.

October, please be good to me.

Wakaranai

I don't know if they're being true to me or not. I don't know if they really are friendly or they're just trying to put up a good front. I should just brush it off but I can't because I am true to myself when i talk. That part sucks. Again, as he told me, it's just they treat this as formal business but not as a venue to be friendly and chummy with people. As I thought, it's all my fault.

Last Night

It's just flattering to know that some people are worrying that I worry about them. Some might take it as being too presumptuous. I take it as a confirmation that they somehow feel how I feel about them. Thanks for the message!

Nasaan ka?

I waited. And waited some more. Wah. My day felt incomplete. Too much dependence.

Cloudy October

*Just finished my board exam. I'm not happy about it. Almost half of the Materials subject I guessed. Not a very clever thing to do. I messed up with my full-scale drawing. Just because of that 1 effin missing inch I screwed up. Right now I have a heavy heart. If it weren't for Mama and Papa plus all the expecting eyes on me, failure will be bearable. I don't want to disappoint them. I just hope the results won't come. Maybe a big fire can destroy our exam papers so we can do it all again. I'm dreading next week. I don't want it near. My heart, I can't hear my breathing.

*No matter how frustrated I was after the exams, I was genuinely happy. I was able to catch up with two of my favorite people. Still it can't mask this sinking feeling. Happiness is just a phase. It'll pass any time soon.

*This coming Monday I'll have to wear a corporate attire --read: corporate-- I don't know what that means but I have to. It's for my job application. It's long overdue, It's about time. Though I don't really like the job description, I'll give it a shot.

*I used to think I don't like people telling me 'Good luck'. For one, simple reason -- I don't have it. Not a minute bottle of luck I was able to catch. But right now, at this very moment until I don't know when, I need all the luck I can get. The board was over. There's nothing I can do now but wait and wish for lady luck to side me this time. Not that I believe I can be lucky, I can still try to hope.

*I'm in rock bottom now. Anyone up there who can give me a hand?